So much has happened since my last post. I’m not sure where to begin…
After dealing with flooding, twice in 10 days time… sorting and packing for our new adventure… planning a yard sale… making plans on earning an income on the road… it came as quite a disappointment when we showed our house!
Disappointment is an understatement!
So many doors had opened for us! Including my finding work as a photographer.
It was a hard pill to swallow when the only offer we had was $20,000 less than what we still owe on our mortgage!
All our hopes of traveling – gone!
The loss of a potential new income was devastating to me! I’ve always wanted to travel and follow in my fathers footsteps as a photographer.
In Proverbs 16:9, it says that man plans his ways, buy God orders his steps.
Was God saying ‘No?’
After spiraling down the rabbit hole of disappointment, and eating my way through a half dozen of doughnuts and a gallon of ice cream, I decided to pick myself up, dust myself off and figure out the next step!
In a sense, each day is a test of our relationship with God.
To every person comes seasons of special joy, or adversity.
Both present opportunities for trusting that the Lord knows what He’s doing.
This type of testing is not like taking a classroom exam, where God is watching us, with grade book in hand, waiting to ‘pass’ or ‘fail’ us.
No, this testing comes through the circumstances of our lives. Its through this testing that we become more aware of our own hearts – our thoughts, our attitudes and emotions!
Through this self awareness, God shows us where we must still yield to Him in trusting obedience.
For me, I realized I still struggle with emotional eating, and that I wasn’t really trusting Him to take care of me…
Well, today is a new day! I will get myself back on the wagon of healthy eating. And, I will trust that whether we are on our little homestead a few days or a few years, He knows what is best for me!